Where I'm at Now

So, it's been awhile since I've written about my life or even made a post here. Life has been happening and it's been one hell of a fucking roller-coaster ride. Not only has it been an emotional ride but life has taken me where…

Are You Well-Adjusted? Then and Now

This consists of personal adjustment and emotional stability. Then I scored evenly in both areas. This time my score varied. Personal adjustment then high average and a very high score now. Both state different but here is the then description which is similar to the now description. Then my "…

Are you likeable? Then and now

Likeabliness consists of pleasantness, tenderness, and nurturance. I don't believe much has changed since then and now but we will see the results. Pleasantness is the tendency to be easy-going, agreeable, and respectful of others. Scored high then but above average high now indicating "that you are…

Are you socially skilled? Then and now

Socially skilled consists of poise, provocativeness, and self-disclosure. Poise is the tendency to act in a self-assured manner in social situations with a pleasant and gracious attitude. Then I scored a high average indicating a comfortableness around others being neither socially awkward  nor are you particularly self-assured and spontaneous in…

Are You Conscientious?Then and now

Conscientious consists of three areas morality,, dutifulness, and conscientious. Morality the tendency to follow and believe in certain values or rules. My score then and now both were high but higher now more than before. "Your high score indicates that you have very strong moral principles and beliefs about…

Reflection of 2021

This is the time for reflection as it's the ending of another year. I've grown and in a sense healed since a year ago. 2020 was a difficult year. Between the toxic relationships and moving around my mental state wasn't the best. The suicide…

Who I want to be?

Learning to love myself is a journey and step to self discovery. So the big question is who do I want to be? What type of guy do I want to be? My ideal life and what it would look like is what I choose to make it and it…

Do You Cope Well? Then and Now

This test measures toughness, composure or imperturbability (as it was called when previously taking it), and cool-headedness. Toughness the ability to handle problems calmly without being stressed and overwhelmed by emotions. My score then and now high average. Both indicating "you may become stressed at times, but generally are…