After a brief hiatus, I'm back with updates on navigating life's unexpected twists. Turning 34 marked not only my birthday but also the end of my career as a travel agent in November. Despite a Thanksgiving that deviated from my expectations, these unforeseen events hold valuable lessons. Join me as I reflect on the unplanned transitions and the wisdom gained from embracing change.
In October, I found myself at a crossroads, grappling with the decision to persist as a travel agent or let go. Nearly four months into the venture, with minimal results and mounting expenses – approximately $200 monthly – I faced the harsh reality of the financial strain. After a candid discussion with my mom following a psychiatrist appointment, I made the tough call to terminate the monthly costs and exit the business. Despite well-intentioned advice from my mentor and fellow agents urging perseverance, my social media efforts yielded little to no positive traction. The financial constraints, inability to afford advertising, and the looming prospect of investing over $2,000 annually without client returns led to the heart-wrenching decision. Acknowledging my disability and the practical advice from my psychiatrist and mom, I confronted the difficult truth that working may not align with my current circumstances.
On the 12th of November, I celebrated turning 34, and remarkably, it was the first time in years that I didn't approach my birthday with a sense of dread about growing older. This milestone held a unique significance, considering there was a time when reaching 34 wasn't a goal I envisioned for myself.This past year has been a remarkable journey of positive changes—reconnecting with family, finding the right medications, organizing my finances, and rediscovering a genuine desire to embrace life. Reflecting on this transformative period, I share the joy of being back with loved ones, the impact of effective medication, the relief of financial stability, and the newfound appreciation for the simple pleasure of living. It's been a year of unexpected blessings.
While I enjoyed my birthday the holidays were a little turbulent. I decided to write my sister a letter after three years of not being in her life. The letter was not well received and she had proven my point of my letter that she is a very toxic person. I not only handed the letter to her but also posted it publicly on my Facebook page. I have spent the year removing negativity from my life in every aspect that I can. I thanked her for removing me from her life and forgave her for the treatment I have received from her since childhood. Unknowingly to some I ended it with a curse that she may receive the life she deserves. Let her bad karma come back to her and let her reap what she has sown. I have washed my hands and the hope that we may reconnect. While I enjoyed the food from Thanksgiving and the company that I had. It was over all a good time as my parents once again held a community thanksgiving at their church. The turn out was better than expected.
I'm not sure what the future holds per se but financially I will be better off than I was this year and in the past. I enjoyed my first date in over three years with a guy and hope things will continue going well there. As far as work I will try to accept that I can't and learn to be happy with life as it is. But of course I'll bring you all along for the journey. If I don't have another post before next year I want to wish you all a happy holidays and have a happy new year!