Well, another week break and I'm back. Last post talked about going to the gym and getting back into my routine of things. Happy to say I did go to the gym that week and have gotten back into my routine a little. I'm not at full force in my routine but baby steps. This last week I slacked on a couple of things. One being the gym as they are currently renovating the fitness area. This meant waiting for the equipment to be moved from one area to a temporary area and going during regular hours. By now the temporary area should be set up so tomorrow when they open I'll be there. The other thing I slacked on out of pure laziness was oral hygiene. However, as of last night I'm going to push myself towards doing better. Now that I have you caught up let's jump into today's topic.
Intuition is a powerful guide however, it isn't always followed. Trying to make friends online or even finding dates is rough. Most of the time I don't get a response back from my initial "Hi". However, this last week a guy contacted me first on an app that I'm on and when looking at his profile his picture looked like a model or celebrity body builder. His profile stated he was a bottom. So, this made me wonder why he messaged me as my profile stated the same.
We started talking and at first he was attentive and responsive. Answered my questions when I had them. During our conversations he said he was vers and his images he sent didn't come back on reverse image searches that they were posted elsewhere. So, I was thinking great someone I can actually meet and maybe date. We had plans to meet Saturday. However, I had this uneasy feeling that something wasn't right. He might be a murderer, he isn't real, or that he'll flake out on me. Well, Thursday we messaged some but he left me either on delivered or read for hours at a time. Ok, no big deal he is busy. But then he messaged and asked what I was thinking. My response was like in general or at that moment? After about 10 minutes or so he responded with, sorry I missed your call was in shower. I quickly responded that I did not call him. This gave me a really bad red flag. But it didn't end there. He asked me a question he had already asked me on day one. I responded that I'm not actively looking for anyone on the app. It wasn't until I was asleep he messaged me again. I never messaged back to that message and he never messaged me on Friday with a good morning like he previously did or to talk. Saturday came and went and I haven't heard from him. My affirmation last week was "I am guided and protected by the Goddess". I would say that my intuition was helpful. It is definitely something I'm trying to listen to more closely.