This morning while I was outside enjoying my wake and bake I was visited by this little guy
while I was just chillin and enjoying myself. Got lost to the sound of nature, watching our kittens play, and being mindful and in the moment. Looked down at my cigarettes and saw this, what I presumed would be moth but took a pic and looked it up.
Sure enough a moth so it got me to thinking this isn't a usual occurrence what is the message I'm to receive? Well, I searched and came across this site Moth-symbolism it is very detailed covering everything from the Native American association, dreams, meetings, and omens, which I was really interested in but read everything prior.
I have to say almost everything up to the omens I resonated with. Over the last month I've done daily meditations and found a Fibromyalgia specialist that is telehealth that my insurance covers. It's using holistic and medical approach to managing symptoms of Fibromyalgia. It has been awesome since I started, I'm learning more about the condition, all the symptoms, and feeling understood. Anyways during my meditations prior to finding this specialist I was opening myself up to messages the universe might have. I will say this is definitely a message. It's affirming my life transformation. Since 2022 I've just existed, I feel I have no purpose, and my number one barrier that I've been working on is my depression. It has improved but I'm still struggling. With Fibromyalgia pain can induce depression and depression can increase pain. While my pain has improved because of the improvement to my depression I still struggle with major to extreme flares that I haven't been able to manage. I will say the therapy has been a tremendous help within the last two weeks since starting. If you open yourself up to messages and seeking guidance, you will find it.