
I have been pondering on this post for over a month now and feel it is time to quit dilly-dallying and finally get to writing it.
Relationships are tricky and I for one know this first hand, not only is it hard picky healthy relationships as a gay male but for someone who deals with PTSD, depression, anxiety, and everything that I do is hard. Not only has my romantic relationships been hard to pick but even friendships have been tricky. I'm a Scorpio and my biggest downfall when it comes to any sort of relationship is being taken advantage of. I've been abused for my kindness so many times you would think it would be hard for me to trust. To a point it is hard for me to trust but at the same time I am so full of kindness that I can't help but see the good within people and overlook it and join a relationship in where I get the short end of the stick. This is something I have to learn to grow from and stop the heartache and abuse so I can finally be happy yet still be kind without being taken advantage of.