Living With...

Living with diabetes has been a struggle. This is semi-new diagnosis for me. For years I was always pre-diabetic but in 2021 the diagnosis changed to full on diabetes. In 2021 the doc said my A1C was 6.9 and I was put on metformin. At the time I was…

Image Issues

This is a topic I haven't talked about, but have mentioned in my "About Me" section. While I've also talked about mental health it isn't a subject I have elaborated on. Such as when it all started, how long I've…

Life is...

“Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you’re going to get.” –Forrest Gump. Growing up I never really understood the quote until now. Growing up when buying a box of chocolates they told you what you were getting but I guess the time period of…

Where I'm at Now

So, it's been awhile since I've written about my life or even made a post here. Life has been happening and it's been one hell of a fucking roller-coaster ride. Not only has it been an emotional ride but life has taken me where…

Are You Well-Adjusted? Then and Now

This consists of personal adjustment and emotional stability. Then I scored evenly in both areas. This time my score varied. Personal adjustment then high average and a very high score now. Both state different but here is the then description which is similar to the now description. Then my "…

Are you likeable? Then and now

Likeabliness consists of pleasantness, tenderness, and nurturance. I don't believe much has changed since then and now but we will see the results. Pleasantness is the tendency to be easy-going, agreeable, and respectful of others. Scored high then but above average high now indicating "that you are…

Reflection of 2021

This is the time for reflection as it's the ending of another year. I've grown and in a sense healed since a year ago. 2020 was a difficult year. Between the toxic relationships and moving around my mental state wasn't the best. The suicide…

Who I want to be?

Learning to love myself is a journey and step to self discovery. So the big question is who do I want to be? What type of guy do I want to be? My ideal life and what it would look like is what I choose to make it and it…