Learning to love myself is a journey and step to self discovery. So the big question is who do I want to be? What type of guy do I want to be? My ideal life and what it would look like is what I choose to make it and it can be achievable.
To start my life can improve by being happier. Changing my perspective and looking more on the bright side of life can help with this. I want to go back to being the super optimistic person I used to be before the depression. Be more assertive in dealing with problems and difficult people. Being assertive doesn't mean giving up on pleasing others or being compassionate and caring. It is putting my needs and safety first. Another aspect that would improve my happiness would be more sociable. While I do have friends I hangout with I'd like to get out more and not be afraid to socialize and be in crowds. I can improve this by not overthinking about the situation and caring what other people think of me. Physical looks are still a work in progress and require motivation and dedication which I'm lacking.
Overall, we will see how progressive changes will take and how this journey will go. In my ideal life I would be in a reciprocal loving and caring relationship, healthier than what I am, I've progressed enough that I'm able to work without much of an issue. I'm able to enjoy my passions and friends. I do need to work on my time management to fully enjoy everything in life. My next post will explore my positive traits. What makes me valuable and makes me, well me.